I'm going to be 30 in four months.

*sigh*

How in the hell did I get so old? I don't feel old. I still act like a kid most of the time. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm a Normal Ordinary Responsible Person when the situation calls for it, but...I still watch cartoons and I daydream and wear fake hair and play with toys and light sabers, and I fully believe if I try hard enough that I can use The Force someday. I laugh at really inappropriate things, and Clayton and I have so much fun when we're making fun of something.

I had planned to have a prom, because someone I knew in high school did that on her 30th and I thought it was a cool idea, but I don't think we have the extra funds to do that. I'm not as upset as I thought I'd be, but I don't know what to do instead. Another friend who was in my graduating class turns 30 one month before me; she's going snowboarding, which is something she's never done before. I'd like to do something I've never done, but I have no idea what to do. And no, I don't want to skydive or bungee jump.

Any ideas, anyone?

p.s. I've been very lazy about photographing my two pastels and posting them. I'll do so in a few days.

p.p.s. I have sinus surgery on the 8th of January. Wish me luck and pray or send good thoughts if you aren't the praying type.